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I am happily married to my celebrity husband named joseph cheng 郑元畅. born on 29/01/90, i was brought up by 2 wonderful parents and a lovely sister who showered me with uncontented love and care.i am blessed to have my family members with me and i hope u are as contented and 幸福 as me.Smile always!!=)

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    Saturday, March 29, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 5:43 PM

    Until I Get Over You
    by Christina Millian

    Woke up today, thinkin of you
    Another night, and i made my way through
    So many dreams, still you're left in my mind
    But they can never come true, ooh yeah
    I press rewind, i remember whenI close my eyes, and im with you again
    But in the end, i can still feel the pain
    Everytime i hear your name

    [chorus:]The sun wont shine since you ran away
    Seems like the rain's fallin everyday
    There's just one heart where there once was two
    That's the way it's gonna be
    Until i get over you

    Walked through the park, in the evening air
    I heard a voice and i thought you were there
    I run away but i just can't escape
    Memories of you everywhere
    They say that time will dry the tears
    But true love burns for a thousand years
    Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
    Just to know that i could have you here
    [chorus]

    When will this river of tears stop fallin'
    Where can i run so i won't feel alone
    Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin
    'I've just gotta take it from here on my own
    But it's so hard to let go




    Title : CDAYL follow up..
    Time : 4:47 PM

    she's my companion during e CDAYL.. she's so funny BUT nice!! took this pic while eating buffet.. haha.. envy us right? no lesson somemore..


    this is e official tag which had my chinese name.. haha.. e one e uncle recognised us from.. think little noe of my chinese name.. haha..


    we were slacking and so free till we had nothing better to do..

    so there was an urgent announcement to call e stage crew to stay back on fri to prepare e stage equipment..so we stayed back and did e manual stuff.. we had to:

    • carry e tables, chairs
    • spread e tablecloths on e tables
    • tape e sides of e tablecloths with double sided tape
    • clip and paste e wires together with duct tapes
    • redo e pastings after being scolded for no reason
    • sweep e whole LT5..CAN U IMAGINE THAT!!
    • test e buzzers
    • arange e pencils, markers, pens, papers.. etc

    e worst was sweeping LT5..e teacher told us to sweep when she saw us standing there and when we still had things to do.. she's so... sigh.. e good thing was i found a pen!! it's not an ordinary pen cos there's a mini torch at e pen cover.. it works just like a torch!! and for teasing KM.. hmm, sorry for that!! haha.. we really had nothing to do!!

    sat was e finals for e chinese riddle competition.. almost everything was ready when we reached cos of all e effort for staying back yesterday.. haha.. but there was a lot of commotion during e competition.. 2 grps nearly quarrelled on stage as they wanted to win and they are just 10 marks away from each other.. and partly becos e prize was lotsa money.. haha.. think e host made bout 3 mistakes which made everyone start e commotion.. eventually they had to make breaks in between for e judges to make decisions as to how to solve e unwanted problems.. sigh.. dunnoe what to say also.. e competition ended FINALLY!! we packed up everything and e used duct tapes accumulated to a bout 50cm above e dustbin.. can u imagine how much pain we took just to paste them on e floor!! it's tiring and we had to sit and rest after every 3 mins..

    after e event, i quickly rushed to e toilet to write a small note for xinni who stayed by my side for like 7 whole days.. haha.. and she also returned me a note after writing it in e toilet!! haha.. we are funny ppl, taking pics, chit-chatting and writing notes in e toilet!! we are just we.. e 2 unique gers from stage crew..yay!!
    Title : busy for CDAYL...
    Time : 3:56 PM

    hihi.. i'm finally away from CDAYL thingy le! btw, CDAYL stands for Cultural Diplomacy- Asian Young Leaders Convention 2008.. it involves e local sec skul students as well as foreigners from china, malaysia and hong kong.. this was a BIG EVENT as Mr Teo Ser Luck came to grace e occasion..this event was proposed by MOE and jj was invited to be part of it.. there is this International Chinese Riddle Competition proudly supported by CLDDS.. i was involved, and was in as stage crew..

    stage crew consisted of 6 cldds members, some teachers and 6-7 avac members.. xinni and i were e only gers so we were rather lucky since there were more boys who can carry e heavy stuff.. haha.. thus most of our time were spent listening to songs in my mp3, walking here and there aimlessly, chit chatting and going to toilets.. haha..

    a few rehearsals were held for the past 3 weeks to prepare us well for this event.. both of us didn't do much cos we were over man-powered plus some of e members in cldds also came to help while they are free.. haha.. everytime we ask KM what we could do, he would always say 'HMM... so far dun have'.. so we were given time to slack or supervise them.. haha..

    so finally came e BIG EVENT!! day 1 was chinese riddle competition to sieve out e really good students who were adept at solving riddles.. they spent merely 4 secs to read e question and come out with e correct answers!! so pro siar.. wonder how they do it de.. haha.. so while e competition took place, e both of us were very free cos we just have to wait for it to end and pack up.. so there came a time when we were free and hungry.. we decided to go to e canteen.. sth funny happened..

    at 11 plus,we bought food from chicken gallery.. e uncle greeted us and bent down.. we thought what was he doing and then he read out our chinese names! cos we were given this official tags and our chinese names were printed there.. haha.. he ask us why we had to but food when we were provided with food.. we replied that we were hungry and he said in chinese,'just now i spoke to e principal for a long time and now u all are starved when u are helping in this event.. muz complain to him le..' he was really funny but that really made our day.. thus, we were provided with our long awaited lunch at 1 plus.. haha.. went back for lessons after that.. PC was cancelled just for this event.. so yay!! we are saved from torture!!

    day 2 ended earlier than day 1 as only e friendly match was held.. xinni and i went for meeting at 715 and saw no one at LT 5.. later we then knew that we only had to reach at 745.. we felt alright as we could compensate some time back for yesterday as we were late..haha.. we did more work cos everytime we saw some of e boys doing sth, we would follow them and help them and stuff.. haha.. we are finally made useful!! lolx.. but we still had time to slack.. so we went to e backstage boys toilet to slack.. we took pics, listen to songs, chit chat, gossip, etc.. luckily no boys dared to come in or we would be so embarrassed.. haha.. then later, we went to e backstage gers toilet cos we wanna use it.. there was this noticed being pasted outside e gers toilet which says, 'ATTENTION to e gers, this toilet is used for STORING OF EQUIPMENT, pls do not use it..' we only found out when we finished our businesses.. and e boys jammed outside e gers toilet cos they didn't dare come in when they saw us using it.. haha.. then one of e teachers-in-charge came in and told us that too.. we were a little embarrassed but we still think that e toilet can still be used as we use e toilet with cubicle doors rather than boys who urinate without any doors in e toilet.. haha.. anyway, we didn't use it except for washing our hands.. haha..

    after e friendly match ended, we cleared e stage and returned e equipment to their original places.. it was so much faster than preparing them like tearing e duct tapes rather than pasting them nicely on e floor.. we heard that there was this solving riddle thingy after that and so we went to help so as to not go for lessons.. haha.. we are saved from lessons AGAIN!! woohoo!!

    e respective days were camps much similar to our jj orientation camps.. went to help e food attaches as we heard that there were only 6 of them to prepare 600 plates.. some incidenrs happened but they are bettter kept confidential.. haha.. but we managed to prepare 4oo plus plates within 30 mins!! so pro siar!! broke e jj record le!! next jean and i went to join e councillor gers in tying water bombs.. they are very nice and it was really fun and enjoyable with them around.. and u can get to noe more things that u dunnoe.. haha..got so tanned till sis ask me why i turn so dark all of a sudden.. haha..had muscle aches and sores on my hands just by tying water bombs.. can u imagine how many water bombs i tied? hundreds?

    shall continue my recitation on another blo9 entry cos got too much to say le.. lolx..
    Saturday, March 22, 2008
    Title : Stay home sat..
    Time : 4:05 PM

    hey ya.. just had my hair cut.. was very glad that didn't let that stupid gay guy to cut my hair.. he was serving another customer so i was told to go to 3rd storey instead..

    fortunately i went there a few mins earlier cos after me came a long queue.. had my bangs cut and put to a side parting and had a slide cut.. but in e end my fringe still look like bangs cos my hair is accustomed to e bangs le.. haha.. then trimmed some of my hair.. so now e shui mu looks more obvious again.. sigh..

    when can tt jellyfish go away? think will take 2 years ba.. haha.. even e teacher at 3rd storey noes that my hair was cut by that gay.. also dunno why she noes? haha.. will take a pic for ya soon..

    yesterday didn't go for tuition cos i fell asleep in e afternoon and woke up at 4 plus to realise that i haven finish his assigned homework! so told him that i had a reunion dinner so didn't go.. haha.. felt a bit guilty but it's for my own good.. can save my $75 and 'scolding'.. haha..

    so since i was free, i went to NTUC with mum.. realised that most of the stuff she wants to buy are either not worth e money or use..so decided to go sheng siong after that..

    i like shopping at sheng siong more cos e place is bigger and there are fresh prawns too! haha.. last time mum bought some really live prawns and we kinda reared them in a small container for 2 hours and they showed up on our dining tables soon after.. haha.. it was very sweet and crunchy..a bit sad and guilty.. but that's life.. sorry..

    there's this new mangosteen juice from marigold.. e salesger let us sample it and also pomegranate and carrot juice.. even gave us 2 files FOC! she's so nice.. haha..

    bought a packet of almond jelly powder so decided to cook it later.. will bring to skul for my frens to taste if they wan.. last time made japanese jelly for them and they said it was nice ya.. told me that my jelly was better than my mum's! so happy la! haha.. maybe it's becos mum made a agar while mine is e japanese one.. hee..

    Friday, March 21, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 12:06 PM

    oh ya.. 4got to tell u all that i got my fav ring back!! it's much of a miracle as i went to like 4 chamelon outlets but none of them had my ring.. so kinda gave up on it le.. but sis went to malaysia on sat and found my ring! was very surprised by that ya.. she felt very relieved after finding it at last.. haha.. she broke my ring and managed to return one back.. made me boil that day.. next time see what kind of things that u cannot buy another one back..

    today is GOOD FRIDAY! no need to go to skul.. actually planned to go for a haircut but seems like e place didn't open today cos i kept calling e place but no one picked up e phone.. sigh.. perhaps will go tml after my yoga lesson.. see how tired i am first.. usually will sleep after yoga.. haha.. wanna cut my fringe but dunno if i should cut back my bangs or cut slide and return back to my original hairstyle.. see what happens..i really dunno what e hairdresser will do after my last visit.. really unpredictable.. haha.. but hope my hair will look nice.. lolx..

    tonight got maths tuition again but haven finish homework.. sigh.. hope he cancel it cos today is good friday!! but if i go, can see his 2 cute children.. his daughter is so adorable! wanna carry her but dun dare to ask.. haha.. they may not let me since she's still small.. think she's only 4-5 months old.. maybe i'll get my chance after a few more months.. soooo, let's wait..hee..
    Thursday, March 20, 2008
    Title : 1st blo9 entry with ny new blogskin..
    Time : 3:02 PM

    YOOOOOOOOOOOO!

    i have invaded into Bee Teng's blog and changed her blog skin! muahaha.. (:

    from your twin sister,
    Brenda

    yes! finally changed my blog skin le! all thanks to brenda! thanks.. love ya so much! owe u a treat man! haha.. your wish is my command..

    today lesson ended at 1130 so was very free after that.. took some photos with chen yuan, brenda, xhua, karen and jean.. quite nice.. but do send me e photos k? haha..

    went to jean's house today to change my blogskin while she prepared herself for a birthday party.. haha.. yay! i'm soooooo happy today! woohoo!! found his blog today and realised he kinda l*** someone.. wonder whose that lucky ger.. i give my well wishes.. haha.. i sound so strong but my heart isn't.. =)
    Friday, March 14, 2008
    Title : class and og outings!
    Time : 12:02 AM

    my newly found beloved honey!! she drew me a supper super handsome guy!


    this is e super super handsome guy i'm talking about.. haha..


    yesterday went for my very first og outing and 2nd class outing.. it was fun except for e rain.. haha.. made me change out my dress and stuff.. in e end just wear sth casual.. haha.. luckily i did that or i will sure freeze to death cos e dress was like sleeveless one.. haha.. anyway, i still went out..

    went for class outing first.. met jean first before meeting them at somerset.. was supposed to meet at 12 but e 2 of us reached there at bout 1230.. but e amazing thing was, we were not e last to reach..haha.. william and anu came last.. wooh! come in e same train somemore.. haha..we were so hungry cos some of us didn't eat breakfast.. was standing in front of pasta mania and decided to eat e hong kong cafe resraurant instead.. haha.. e waitress even located seats for us le.. but in e end we ran away.. actually wanted to eat at cafe cartel but was substituted by a 'chicken' restaurant which sells only chicken.. in e end, we ended up in kobayashi.. haha.. ate kimchi tamadon which was so spicy.. nearly teared.. haha.. sis will like it ya.. got kimchi and lotsa chilli..

    after lunch, we went to taka in e rain.. luckily it was only a drizzle but we were still drenched.. jean and anu were drenched too.. we felt very sorry for them as they were still not feeling well.. sorry ya.. so went to kinokuniya.. was mesmerized by e stationery and beautiful letter packages.. jean bought a 7-up squareish ruler and a cake origami set.. quite cute la but was super ex.. lolx.. then daryl wanted to go swensens to have dessert.. so we were caught in e rain again.. sigh.. 7 of us ordered ice cream while i shared cheese sticks with jean.. it was nice but a little too cheezy le.. got quite sick of it after e 2nd stick.. daryl left early for church and he got lost.. haha.. so jean and i came to e 'rescue'.. haha.. noob! next we visited HMV and some stores, took neo prints which came out to be very blur.. took us 11 bucks and e outcome was like erm.. u noe.. so Peng Cheng volunteered to print for us.. thanks ya.. haha.. shopping with jean was fun.. went into NUM and there were some cute salesperson.. but they look a bit gay honestly.. saw some simpsons stuff and zane will definitely go shop there.. haha.. and found out e price of my birthdae present sis and zane gave to me.. haha.. was lower than i expected.. but still never mind.. it's e thought that counts ya.. =) after that daniel and i was like thinking of whether we should go for og outing.. considered for a while but still went.. but when we were leaving, i felt quite sad cos had to say good bye to them.. sobs.. will miss ya de! muz have class outing soon k?

    so when we came out of cine, e rain was super heavy.. we decided to walk to taka and take mrt.. but thought it was a big mistake cos we were like totally drenched.. next time MUZ bring umbrella out ya.. u wouldn't wan to get drenched to that state and still need to rush for another og outing.. seriously.. sigh.. then e train was ultra crowded ya.. really felt like going home straight but am glad i persevered.. e og outing was fun! it was at shi yun's condo.. she booked a function room and we ate pizzas and sushis and chatted.. can see that everyone was having fun and enjoying themselves.. they played ultimate no and those will lost had to drink up e cup of mixed drink which consisted of green tea, soy sauce, cheese cake, peach tea, soft drinks etc.. we laughed our heads off while playing.. then we took og photos and did mass dance.. serious.. haha.. but i was only watching ya.. haha.. it was a fun day for me and really hope e weather can stop being so cold.. can't stand it any longer le.. and jean and anu do get well soon ya.. love ya always!
    Sunday, March 09, 2008
    Title : emotions..
    Time : 1:29 AM

    so many things have happened this 2 weeks.. some of them are worth celebrating while some impacted me a lot.. the good ones are:

    *jean is staying! let's work hard together ya..and enjoy studying with me and vanice! yay! *hee*
    *got e combi i long wanted which is GSC and got a great teacher too!.. and away from geo.. yay!
    *angie is recovering well.. well done! can go celebrate le.. haha..
    *there's og outings coming! but it falls on e same day! how? haha..
    *i'm recovering from flu infuenza.. finally.. got me so many days of mc and family worrying for me.. sorry for the trouble but thanks! love ya always.. =)

    the not so good ones are:
    *didn't get the grade i expected for chinese.. which is my strength.. sigh.. omg, dun dare take back PW le..
    * my new found frens are leaving jj.. miss them so much! wanna take photos and go out with them.. sobz..
    *my blo9 skin is 'deteriorating'! someone IT savy pls help this computer noob!
    *sis broke my fav ring while she 'played' with me.. gave her an irritated look immediately..

    although there are more good news than bad ones, i'm more affected by e bad ones.. watched 2 dvds today.. one was a scary but boring movie while e other was CJ 7.. dun wanna talk bout e ghost movie so will discuss on e latter instead.. it was a touching and educational movie.. learnt we muz be contented of what we have and love our family.. and e CJ 7 is super adorable! so ke ai siar.. still can turn e rotten apple into a fresh sweet one.. and its emotions are very cute! hope can have one too.. can have a pet which dun have to worry for its meals and help u repair your electrical appliances.. hee.. but that's not e point.. most importantly is it cheered me up! felt so much better after watching it.. thanks! *muacks*